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GILDAS
On the Ruin and Conquest of Britain
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committed, is found an innate, indelible, and irremediable load of folly and inconstancy ?" " What, wretched man (I say to myself) is it given to you, as if you were an illustrious and learned teacher, to oppose the force of so violent a torrent, and keep the charge committed to you against such a series of inveterate crimes which has spread far and wide, without interruption, for so many years ? Hold thy peace : to do otherwise, is to tell the foot to see, and the hand to speak. Britain has rulers, and she has watchmen : why dost thou incline thyself thus uselessly to prate ? " She has such, I say, not too many, perhaps, but surely not too few : but, because they are bent down and pressed beneath so heavy a burden, they have not time allowed them to take breath. My senses, therefore, as if feeling a portion of my debt and obligation, preoccupied themselves with such objections, and with others yet more strong. They struggled, as I said, no short time, in a fearful strait, whilst I read, " There is a time for speaking, and a time for keeping silence." At length, the creditor's side prevailed and bore off the victory: if (said he) thou art not bold enough to be marked with the comely mark of golden liberty among the prophetic creatures, who enjoy the rank as reasoning beings next to the angels, refuse not the inspiration of the understanding ass, to that day dumb, which would not carry forward the tiara'd magician who was going to curse God's people, but in the narrow
pass of the vineyard crushed his loosened foot, and thereby felt the lash ; and though he was, with his ungrateful and furious hand, against right justice, beating her innocent sides, she pointed out to him the heavenly messenger holding the naked sword, and standing in his way, though he had not seen him.]
Wherefore in zeal for the house of God and for his holy law, constrained either by the reasonings of my own thoughts, or by the pious entreaties of my brethren, I now discharge the debt so long exacted of me ; humble, indeed, in style, but faithful, as I think, and friendly to all Christ's youthful soldiers, but severe and insupportable to foolish apostates ; the former of whom, if I am not deceived, will receive the same with tears flowing from God's love ; but the others with sorrow, such as is extorted from the indignation and pusillanimity of a convicted conscience.
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